AMAZING NEWS!!!!!

HUGE NEWS FROM THE HIPPEN HOUSE!!!!! We're going to have a baby!!!! Ok, wait, before some of you choke on your snacks, and spit your pop across the room, let me explain..... we're adopting a little baby boy, who's due to be born on Valentine's Day.

Our niece, Stephanie, has a brain tumor, and as she was starting to doctor for that this past summer, she found out she was pregnant. Due to her medical complications, and her young age, she is not able to keep the baby herself, and so recently Ed and I prayed about it, thought about it (a LOT), and decided that we're ready, willing, and honored to take the baby in, and raise him as our son. We're so thrilled about it, while also being concerned about our niece's brain surgery, which will occur about 3-4 weeks after she delivers our baby.

It's amazing how God watches out for His children, of all ages. Sure, there's human will and choices that sometimes take us down other paths that might not have been a part of HIS plan. But once that's beyond reversal, God takes care and blesses us to the best outcome to Glorify HIM. God is so good! We're still going to be praying for Steph's safe surgery in March, her health and strength now as she finishes up the last several weeks of her pregnancy, and we'll be praying for God's guidance, love, and blessings upon our little boy as he enters this world. Please pray with us, that he is born strong, safe, and happy... coming home with us to our family, who will love him, cherish him, and raise him to the best of our ability.

God works in mysterious ways... HE is so amazing, and we can only do our best to live as HE would want us to.

Praises to the Lord... you just never know what's in store for you when you walk in HIS light!

The Day After...

'Twas the night before Christmas.... oh wait, that already happened. I should have said 'Twas the day after Christmas... there, that's where we're at today. ha. It's back to work for Ed and I, and the boys are sleeping in, I'm sure. We had a super weekend, with a trip to Wisconsin to see my side of the family. We even were enveloped in a blizzard while at my brother's place on Sunday... we were storm-stayed there, and learned we could improvise just fine, with cereal bowls for my contact lenses, and Stu's scrubs for pj's. The kids weren't phased in the least, and we all had a great time. After all, if you're going to be stuck in a blizzard, might as well be with family, right? It was a great time!

Although this week has less on the schedule, and the office should be fairly quiet all week, we still have a few things on our agendas for the weeknights. Ben has a hockey game tonight, and tomorrow night I'll have to sew a couple baby blankets for my niece's new baby. Then it'll be off to Minnesota for Christmas with the Ed's family, and another fun gathering. I wonder if we'll get stuck in a storm once again? It could be worse, we could get stuck at home and not be able to see our loved ones. At least we have our health and happiness, and aren't held back from enjoying life, right?

I hope your mid-holiday plans include laughter, love, and all the blessings in the world!

Christmas Traveling...

It can come with good and bad points, but mostly traveling at the Holidays is somewhat of an adventure. I'm sure that will be the case later today! We already are adding "new and exciting" (not) elements to this year's version of Christmas Traveling, by having the dogS come along. I emphasize that there are two furry friends coming along for the ride this year, since they will certainly dictate where, and how often, we stop for potty breaks. But on top of that added factor of joy and festiveness, we'll also be heading straight into a whopper of a snow-storm, if the regional meteorologists are accurate (so then again, maybe we'll have clear skies all the way). There are predictions and forecasts of 6-8 inches of snow to fall along the way as we trek east today.... oh joy! Well, I have a couple books on cd for myself; Matt has his "Season 5" of Friends, and Ben has a couple new movies to throw into the other dvd player. Ed can pick up a copy of a hunting magazine, and as long as we have diet coke and sunflower seeds, we should be golden.

It won't matter what the road conditions are like, or what the atmosphere within the Suburban is either, because it's the destination and the activities once we get to where we're going that make it all worth it! Celebrations this Holiday Season are to be cherished, and not rushed, or stressed over, or worried about. So as you go in whatever direction you're headed, you should focus on RELAXING, REVIVING, AND REVELING IN THE REASON FOR THE SEASON! Just enjoy yourself, and embrace the moments that mean the most!

Merry Christmas!!!

Oh The Weather Outside Is Frightful...

But what else can we expect in the middle of December in the heart of the frozen tundra? ha. I have a hard time complaining about the weather, because we CHOOSE to live here.... with that said, if the wind would just slow down a little bit, or pull out of the sub-zero temps, I wouldn't argue with that. I do have to say I LOVE the amount of snow we've gotten so far. I really like the gently falling snow, and watching it accumulate and pile up in the store parking lots. It's just not Christmas if the grass is showing, and the birds are fluttering. Nope, give me a big snowbank in my front yard, and I feel the spirit of the Season.

Other cold-weather things I'm learning to adjust to, are things like becoming a HOCKEY MOM.... I said I'd NEVER want to be a hockey mom, and knowing that Ben is now in 6th grade, I figured I was well past that stage of it even being a possibility. NOT SO! He caught wind that a neighboring community wanted to invite kids from our town to play in their Park Board League, and so Ben jumped on that bandwagon, and in fact, Matt is taking him to Hockey practice even as I type this. So there will be many opportunities in the not-so-distant future for me to sit in a cold (COLD) hockey arena and watch as he learns a new sport. He's so excited about it, but I am not looking forward to the perpetual chill!

Christmas is sneaking up on me... I have about half my shopping done, and am realizing I'd better get busy, or the other half might be left undone, if I'm not careful. So, as I wish you all a Merry Christmas and safe travels this holiday season, I also wish you ease and joy in your shopping adventures. Don't sweat the small stuff, and just keep the real spirit of the season alive in your heart!

More cold weather

How is it that people complain every year, around this time, when the snow starts falling, and the wind starts blowing, and we all have to plug in our cars at night? How can we complain about something that's chosen by us (we choose to live here, in this climate)? How can we complain about something we have no control over? It's because we've become accustomed to getting things exactly as we'd like them, without any discomfort or unpleasantness. In other words, we want a perfect world. But if you ask me, a good ol' winter storm IS perfect. I mean, people are worried about global warming, so as an offset, we get an whopper of a blizzard. Sounds balanced to me. I'm probably the minority in this neck of the woods... I LIKE a good strong winter storm (as long as I'm not driving in it, and my loved ones are safe and sound). But it's a brisk awakening to our senses, and it's so fun to play in the snow (or watch the kids play in it).

As you move into the beginning of December, I hope you find yourself able to enjoy the snow, embrace the season, and stop complaining. :)

First Winter Storm...

Blustery wind, blowing snow, and reduced visibility. That's the gist of our evening here in the Red River Valley today. Actually, I have to whisper a little confession ~ I was giddy when I saw the snow flurries blowing outside this afternoon. I was excited, and cheered on the flakes as they blew through the air, despite the fact that it was hard to see my way home. I figured I might as well embrace the inevitable! We live in North Dakota. It is almost December. It's only a matter of time until we dig out our shovels, don our hats & mittens, and get in the habit of plugging in our cars at night. So, if it's going to happen sooner or later, why not embrace the sooner, than have anxiety over the later?

With the arrival of the first winter storm, I am also made aware of a new burst of energy and reduced stress as this year's holiday season approaches. I started making homemade gifts this weekend, and haven't even felt stressed about it. I think a lot of that has to do with the new job in my life, along with the renewed ability to handle stress and sort through old wounds/nightmares. Someone dear to me pointed out that maybe I'm more equipped to embrace the upcoming Christmas Season because over the past year, I've dealt more with my past. I started the support group within this past year, and I think that's put a lot of things into perspective, and helped me realize the importance of loving life, cherishing family, and letting the old hurts rest.

I hope you all can also embrace whatever weather comes your way as we move into December. I wish you the blessing that the magic of the Season can bring, and I pray for your peace and love at this most Glorious time of year.

Season's Greetings to you all! And may the Joy of the Holidays fill your hearts!

Thanksgiving Weekend ~

I can't believe that I let this much time pass since my last post! November jumped from my b'day weekend, straight to Turkey day! I suppose it's been a "good busy" this month, but not too busy to keep from taking the time to stop, think, and Thank God for my many blessings!

I am so fortunate to have a loving family whom I adore. My husband is strong, loving, caring, funny, and handsome. He's loyal, protective, and sensitive. I am so grateful God brought him into my life. My sons are equally amazing... they're talented, loving, hilarious, smart, creative, compassionate, and motivated. I love them with all my heart.

I am also blessed with a great house, a super job, and many talents through which I strive to brighten other people's days. God has richly blessed me with many dear friends, countless opportunities, and the strength and courage to face anything that He throws my way.

Thanks God, for everything! To YOU, I raise the praises in my heart!
Happy Thanksgiving Everyone!!!!!

Cold Long Weekend...

It actually isn't THAT cold... I think it even got into the 50's today. But when we were outside before 8am this morning, and the wind was blowing over 30mph, that earlier temp of 37 degrees felt AWFULLY cold! Ed, Ben, and I helped a couple other guys put up an ice skating rink in our town, near the school. It was cold & windy, but it sure was fun, knowing that we were providing some winter fun for the kids in town. I know I'll have an easier time trying to figure out where my son is after school each day. ha.

It was a nice relaxing day yesterday, as I had the day off!! At my new job, we get a "free" day off during the month of our b'day, so I opted to use that yesterday. And, working for a University system, we also have Monday off for Veteran's Day... so I get a long 4 day weekend! What a great way to start out being another year older.

We have some delicious tilapia chowder on the stove top, some corn muffins in the oven, and Ed's just cutting up apples for some apple crisp. Can't ask for a better family evening than that. Ben got out a couple board games to choose from (Yahtzee and Clue), and Matt's bringing his girlfriend over for supper. I had to laugh when Ben made the comment that he hadn't seen our table set for a family meal in a LONG time..... guess we'd gotten a little relaxed with eating together, and our days of balancing our plates on our laps in the living room must be getting to him. At least he knows how to appreciate the simple things ~ like easy family time.

I hope you have had a wonderful week, and can make time to clear the table, and dine together with the ones you love! Slow down from the busy schedules of the daily routine, and count your blessings.

Love ya!!!

November already...

I cannot believe that it's already November. As I wrote last week, it's hunting season, the colors are now almost all gone from the trees, and the chill is in the air now. Although I like November for the changes I just mentioned, I also start to get a little anxiety when the calendar tells me I have to start thinking ahead to Christmas.

Christmas is always a bittersweet time for me, and so I try to take it as it comes, with a slower pace, and a lot of deep breaths. But although I know I have time before I start hanging the lights and decking the halls, I still end up sweating the fact that I'd better get my poop in a group, and think of what to do for a Holiday letter this year. I've started putting my thoughts together, and I'll get there in time I know, but it's an unnecessary pressure I place on myself.

I hope the rest of you don't stress over stuff like this during the upcoming holiday season. It's not what the holidays are supposed to be about. Instead of fretting over the stress and pressures we often place on ourselves, keep this one tip in mind..... "Don't SHOULD on yourselves". (thank you to my friend Glenda for that amazing phrase). Don't tell yourself you "should" send cards this year, if you don't want to. Don't tell yourself your house has to be decorated just so; don't get frazzled over Thanksgiving preparations if you don't feel like it. Don't let other people's expectations (or what you THINK other people expect of you) make your holidays uncomfortable or stressful. Just do what you want to do, and make these upcoming holidays (Thanksgiving, Christmas, New Year) fill your heart with Joy, Love and Laughter! God is with you, and you can have a celebration of LIFE with the Lord at the center of it all!

Hunting Widow...

The season begins! Although it's been the season for Bow Hunting since Labor Day, it's now, in the fall, that I start to really feel the excitement in the house for the hunt of the great trophy buck. October used to bring with it cute little pumpkin pictures, cauldron of candies, and costume selections for the boys. Not so much anymore. Now, October means dusting off the camouflage, checking the hunting boots for decent laces, and setting up the targets in the backyard for improved accuracy. The guns get cleaned on the kitchen table, and the bows get adjusted for draw weight. The shower and tub used to have colorful bottles of kids' shampoo and bubble bath... now it has my shower gel next to a jumbo bottle of scent elimination hair and body wash. I used to feel left out when "let's go look for deer" were the words announced after dinner. Now I hope I hear the words, so I get the remote control to myself. ha

Ed went Elk hunting in Colorado recently, and had a fabulous time. The elk were elusive, and out of 9 elk tags, only one was filled. But the experience brought with it future hopes of taking the boys with him, into the majestic mountains, and share an experience of a lifetime in that amazing area in the country. The weekends now bring with them an evening of Ed taking Ben bow hunting, and Matt looking toward rifle season. He isn't as keen on bow hunting, because it would require sitting still, leaving the cell phone in the car, and keeping the conversation to zero. Heck, it's hard enough for Ben (he only lasts an hour or so). But for Matt, the cell phone can't be detached from his ear that long. But both boys are looking forward to the upcoming November hunting weekend with Ed and the Hippen boys. They'll go north for a 4-5 day hunting weekend, while I escape to a Scrapbooking retreat. The beautiful balance of family interests and solace, if you ask me.

In the meantime, between hunting excursions, I will be returning to the pool tomorrow. I had hoped for training again last week, but didn't make it there. The leg is healing nicely, and the pool is truly calling my name. I have Dara Torres in my sights (ok, so it's not likely I'll catch her, but I'm sure watching her amazing achievements in the magazines lately), and I'm going to give it my all as I go into this new season (again) and hope for some great times in the '08 meets.

No matter what you have in your sights, and regardless of what your goals are, take it all in pieces... one bight at a time. Don't fret over the whole feast, when you can only digest one small portion at a time anyway. Just do it day-by-day, and move toward the outcome that you know is best for your life! With determination, strength & courage, and the loving support and grace of God, ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE!!!!! So, GO FOR IT! And have a super week!

Up and Running... not really

Up and walking, maybe, but not running just yet. I did finally get rid of my crutches last week, and dumped the boot this weekend. I'm not running yet, and actually haven't been back in the pool yet either, but I am walking around (limping still a little) and hope to be mending and getting stronger with each coming day.

Last weekend I went to the Whistlestop Marathon with my friend, so I could cheer them on. The leaves of autumn were more than amazing! The hues of orange, red, and golden yellow were so vibrant that the scenery took our breath away. I have a new photo on my desk even, that has already stopped my coworkers and had them asking where the amazing photo was taken. I love fall..... the colors are such a mix of shades and adds dimension and depth to our surroundings.

Dimension and depth..... that is what laughter can also add to our daily lives. A typical day can be viewed as mundane, or routine, but if you add laughter and joy, the day can be highlighted and touched with the colorful hues of friendship and love. It's all in our perspective. There are so many different factors that touch people's days ~ bills that cause stress; struggles in a marriage; job stress; family opportunities; health issues; tensions with children; car troubles; home repairs...... regardless of the nature of the issues in a person's life, if laughter and joy are interjected, the affect from the situation can be improved and the harm and pain can be minimized. Just like my situation which being kept out of the 1/2 marathon ~ I could have sulked about it and had darkness and depression cloud my days. But instead I joined in the fun, made the best of it, cheered on the runners from the sidelines, and reveled in the beauty of the vibrant weekend!

I hope your mundane routine can come alive with the colors of love and laughter!
May God bless you with HIS vibrant Love and Grace!

Forced "Down-Time"

That's exactly what I'm experiencing right now... forced down time! I have a 1/2 marathon I'm registered to run in 6 days, and I've been training for it for 10 weeks.... and it's all coming to an end this weekend! I was running my training run yesterday of 6 miles, and after about 4 of those miles, something in my lower leg gave out............... I was reduced to limping home with my yellow lab urging me to keep moving. Normally, my old dog is lagging behind, barely keeping up with me, but yesterday she was antsy to keep running, and she would stop, look back at me, and come back to check on me. I was half tempted to hop on her back, and let her get me home. The pain in my leg was so persistent, that I headed into the ER last night..... they didn't opt to take an xray (I was thinking stress fracture was the cause) but thought instead that something could be torn or pulled. So, tomorrow I'll visit a sports medicine doctor, and see what we can do about this incredible leg pain. I am on crutches in the mean time, and lugging around an equalizing boot. I'm not a fan of "laying low", or "rest", but I'm finding I have no other choice in this case. I can't put any weight on that let whatsoever, and have zingers shoot up my leg from time to time..... I'm guessing the run next weekend is going to be out of the question. SIGH.......

Well, with that change in plans, at least I don't have to worry about which shirt or shorts I'm going to wear in the race. ha. I'll still plan to travel to WI for the event, as my friend and our kids have been looking forward to it for a very long time. Plus, I am so looking forward to seeing my sister, and will therefore limp through the trip, and hope my healing starts sooner than later.

If you are setting your sights on a goal, and have a freaky accident stand in your way.... view it as an opportunity to slow down, catch your breath, and enjoy life. There's plenty a person can do from the comfort of their couch. ha Make the most of unexpected down-time, and let yourself heal!

Autumn is here...

Hey, can you even believe that it's already October (tomorrow)? Wow... where did the time go? Wait, I know the answer to that question... it passed in a flurry of chaos that left its mark on me by dusting my hair with gray strands and imprinting the lines of aging on my face. ha. Gotta love wrinkles and gray hair! Welcome to middle-age, huh? (it's only if you think of it that way, right?)

I have been loving my job, having two conferences under my belt now! The life in a hotel for a couple nights isn't even too bad, because it usually brings with it a QUIET night's sleep, and the bed to myself. But then again, when my family picked me up from a conference on Friday, so we could travel to Minneapolis to head to a family wedding, I was more than happy to share the hotel experience with them, and give up the solitude of a bed to myself. I had missed them, and judging from the hugs and kisses I received, they missed me too (good to know I'm still loved) ha.

The running and swimming is still a big part of my days, with the upcoming 1/2 marathon closing in faster and faster all the time! Last weekend, I was so thrilled that my friend and I ran longer than we'd ever run together before (she kicked my butt in endurance, though). And so tonight I did another long run, and had a fun time with a friend riding her bike alongside me. It was a great motivating factor, and kept me going at a set pace. Plus, it gave us the perfect opportunity to catch up on all the latest juicy news in our lives (as juicy as being a couple of moms can be).

As I stretch my legs (the run is already taking its toll on my old body), and try to keep my eyes open long enough for my son to finish his math homework, I wish you all a fabulous week, and a beautiful fall season! Just as the leaves change and fall, let your worries slip off your limbs, and make way for the change of seasons in your life. Rake up all the unnecessary stuff, and heap it in a pile (then either bag it, burn it, or at least walk away from it). Have a super fall!

A day of rest...

Hey there.... that's what today is for me, a day of REST! I was out of town all week at my first conference, and it was a great time! Well, let me clarify that.... it was great from the aspect that I learned a LOT, felt helpful and professional, and worked my butt off. But it was everything I thought it would be, and so much more. One of our special guest speakers was the Surgeon General of the United States. That was impressive and inspiring, and gave me a picture of the types of people I could be associated with in the future. No, not all the high-powered, big-shooters of our country will be coming to North Dakota for conference appearances, but there could be/will be some interesting encounters to be sure.

The exercise regimen, however, suffers from being on-site at conferences. Later evening wrap-ups don't really facilitate a long run, or a trip to the local YMCA for a swim workout. But tomorrow holds a longer run for me, so I'll put my energy into that. But for today, it's going to be "Destination De-Clutter" in my bedroom!!! I have a closet to clean, and a lot of "stuff" to put away and organize. I'll crank the tunes, have the coffee perked, and enjoy my day. I hope you enjoy yours as well!!!

Live life for today, and let the stuff from yesterday stay in the past. Tomorrow is always around the corner, and keep this in mind.... "It is what it is" (doesn't have to be anything more than that).
Ciao...

Busy, Busy, Busy...

That's what I've been lately! I noticed I hadn't written in quite a while, but it's been a "good busy" that's had me elsewhere. My new job has me hoppin', and that's a nice change, being "good" busy, that is. I have found myself deep in the heart of Conference season (fall conferences that is... it'll be like this once in the spring too). We have two conferences next week, one of which will have me out of town for 4 days. I still love it though ~ despite the deadlines, details, and days out of town, I love knowing that together with my co-worker we're providing a conference to professionals that will enhance their careers, fulfill their continuing ed. requirements, and we're doing it with all the bells and whistles to make it a top notch event.

As for my "free time" (that's pretty funny), I still am running in preparation for the 1/2 marathon in October, and have also been swimming in there too. Our growing swim team is so much fun, and I think everyone's enjoying it immensely. Today is a long run on the training schedule, so I'm going to head over to see my friend an hour and half away, so I can run with her, and have a partner to keep motivating me. I think as tired as I am, I'd be inclined to opt out of today's run, if it weren't for her. My sister is training along with us, but she boarded a plane yesterday bound for CHINA! She's traveling for her work, and I'm so jealous. For some reason, her professional traveling seems so much more glamorous, being to another continent, in comparison to my trip to Western North Dakota. It's all relative though, as we're both meeting neat people, and networking for professional development.

Tis the season for routines, schedules, and - - - FOOTBALL. Ben has a football jamboree this morning, and he whispered to me last night that he might see some QB action this year. So, before I head out for my long run, I'll be the ever-supportive mom on the football sidelines this morning.

Whether you find yourself on the sidelines cheering on the players, or in the lineup doing the work yourself, I hope your days ahead are filled with love, laughter, and joyful moments. Don't let yourself be bogged down with the mundane drudgery, but rather embrace each moment, throw yourself into the details and leave your mark on the world in a positive, loving way!

Back in the water again ~

That's exactly where our swim team is, back in the water again! Wait, did you catch that? Swim TEAM! That's right! Last year, it was me and the coach, but this season it's a cooperative effort by a whole team! There have been 6-9 Masters Swimmers at each practice this week, and it's so much fun! I'm looking forward to seeing all my teammates get stronger, faster, and stay the course for the duration of the season ~ now through May... 9 months of chlorinated fun and fitness!

Speaking of fitness, and fun (NOT), I've also been running to train for that 1/2 marathon I let myself get talked into. I'm in week 3 of a 10 week training schedule for it, and today my schedule tells me I have to run 10 miles. WHAT???!!! I'm the girl who couldn't run 30 minutes straight without stopping just a while ago. But, I've come a long way, in preparing for this, and training to run longer and stronger. My biggest challenge has been in finding a running partner to train with here. I have my friend Sarah who cheers me on, as I cheer her on too. And I have my sister Kristen who also cheers me on, and guides me in my training. The three of us are going to be the trio to run the race in October together. I can't wait. But they both live further away, and I can't run with them routinely. So I'm on my own in these weekend long runs, and hope to find someone to run with me and help me out, and SOON!

The boys start school on Monday... WOW! Where'd the summer go? Not only am I amazed that the boys are entering yet another new school year, but I can't believe I have a Jr. in high school, and a 6th grader. Where'd my little baby boys go? Now they're growing up so fast, and one even stands taller than me! Life never stands still, but instead keeps marching forward in time.

With that, I wish you all to grasp the moment you're in. Find the pieces of positive adventure in this very moment, and LIVE LIFE WITH GUSTO!!! (not the guy, the feeling) ha

TGIF~ BUT IT'S "TDC"

"TGIF", we all know the typical meaning of Thank Goodness it's Friday, which is such a true statement today! But the "TDC" I've added today is "Too Darn Cold"! I think I almost spit my coffee out this morning when I heard the weather girl announce that just north of us it was a brisk 35 degrees this morning. WHAT???!!! Isn't it still August for Pete's sake?! Well, I suppose summer has to come to an end sooner or later, but for me, I'd vote for the later, than the sooner. Despite the cooler temps, and the return of college students to our campus this weekend, I still revel in the thoughts of warm summer evenings, bright sunny mornings, and hope I don't have to put my flip-flops away just yet.

As for the rest of my week, it's been another great time of learning new aspects of my job, and I've also kept myself busy with a few secret plans for a soon-to-be 40yr old in my life. (SHHHHHH). I'll write more about that next time, for reasons of keeping a surprise under wraps a little longer.

I'm running on a set training schedule now, and hoping to be ready for the 1/2 marathon I've registered for, to be run October 13th in Ashland, WI. I'm sure you're thinking "I thought you were a swimmer?" Yeah, me too. hahaha! I am not really sure what wild hair I had that made me think I could do this new challenge... probably the fact that my brother-in-law (yeah, you Mike) thinks he can be a swimmer, so I have to try to be a runner, to match his competitive spirit. But, regardless of the "why" of it all, I'm going to be running with my sister and my dear friend in roughly 8 weeks. That means that my weekends have to hold a long distance run, and this weekend's assigned distance is 8 miles (YUCK). I suppose I'll have to dig deep inside me, find the gumption to get 'er done, and just do it (Ok, so I quoted Larry the Cable Guy, and Nike in the same sentence)!

Well, whatever your weekend holds for you, I hope it's filled with relaxation, joy, and laughter! Live life zestfully, and go for it (whatever "it" is for you)!!!

One Week Mark...

Well, that's right, a week under my belt with the new job! And what a great week it's been! Of course the few days last week were filled with an enormous amount of information, orientations, and learning my way around my computer. This week has brought with it more applications that are relevent to the position, and I'm feeling a little less overwhelmed and more at home.

The biggest delight though, comes from the group of people I'm proud to call my co-workers! What an amazing department I work for/with! I knew there were nice people in the world, but this is phenomenal. There is a "culture" here, that is like none other I've had the pleasure to work with. A culture of family, support, and encouragement... a REAL TEAM atmosphere! How refreshing! Sure, there could be (and most likely will be) days with bumps and lumps in them, that's normal life stuff. But to know you're a part of a hard working, motivated, and professional team of individuals who value each other's strengths, and assist with each other's weaknesses, is something to behold.

I'm really feeling the thrill of this new adventure, and wish that all of you could be as lucky as I am, to work with people that appreciate you, inspire you, and welcome you into their culture, like the team here at UND has done for me!

One other funny note..... you know how I always say "Live Life with Gusto"? I was telling Matt (my teenager) that I want that phrase on my tombstone when I sadly pass away. He giggled and said "But mom, people are going to visit your grave and say 'Who's Gusto'!" We got a good laugh out of it, but I don't think I'm going to give that up as my personal motto. So.... LIVE LIFE WITH GUSTO (whoever he might be) hahahaha

First Day of my new Beginning

Yep, that's right, today's the first day of my new Job! I didn't really have too many apprehensions, since I actually started "unofficially" on Monday, when I attended a staff meeting with my department. That was a GREAT way to get to know everyone in my office a little better, in a less formal setting, and get to see them in a relaxed picnic atmosphere. But I was thinking that was only going to be the atmosphere of a special event/meeting... so far, not so. It seems the group of Continuing Ed professionals are ALWAYS fun, laid-back, and welcoming. Of course, they all work hard, and get the work done, but while enjoying their jobs at the same time. It's going to prove to be a good move, I just know it!!! The level of morale boosting elements are mind-blowing.... I haven't had so many people welcome me, smile, and share their cheerfulness, as I did today! Of course, as with anything and everything in life, surely there could be days ahead of me, that might not be lined with silver clouds... but I certainly have nothing to complain about after my first couple days!

I'm anxious to go back tomorrow... that in itself says a lot, in my mind!!! I wish all of my friends and family could/would work in a career or job that they LOVE and look forward to going to each day~ if not, maybe it's time for a change. As I always say..... life's too short to sweat the small stuff, SO DON'T!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday night.... yeah! Tomorrow's Friday... then again, for the past couple weeks, EVERY day has been like a Friday to me! I have been thoroughly enjoying my time off, between jobs, and at the same time, cannot wait until I start the new job next week!

As I shared last week, friends of ours had a terrible scare with their little girl, Sydney. Sydney had surgery last week, and has been home from the hospital all week, healing, and dodging bumps in the road. They had to remove her left eye, as it was very badly damaged from the tumor that had been growing behind it. But they are currently trying to hold the shape of the eye socket, and allow for the healing, until further down the road when they can order her prosthetic eye (about two months). This little angel is not even 5 yrs old yet.... how unfortunate. When things like this happen, it sure makes a person realize what's important in life, and what's much less urgent.

That brings me to my latest proud moment (one of them)... Matt has been part of a phenomenal production through SPA... Summer Performing Arts.... which put on an outstanding rendition of Les Miserables this year! Wow, talk about an amazing group of kids! As we all watched in awe during the performance, it was hard to remember these young actors were merely high school students.

When God blesses us with individual gifts, it's hard not to embrace them and share them with the world! Luckily that's something Matt is already getting used to doing... now we just hope he can get a transfer we're trying for, to a larger school, that offers courses in theater and more musical opportunities. I know the grass isn't always greener, but when there are opportunities within reach, I can't NOT embrace them and offer them to my children. I'll keep you posted on if we can get him into the bigger school, but your prayers that we find God's Will in this, can't hurt.

Have a great weekend, and remember to embrace YOUR gifts and dreams, and never forget to LIVE LIFE WITH GUSTO!!!!!!

Prayers for a little Princess...

Hi friends and family... I write today with a mix of good and bad news... I'll let the good news come pouring out, and get it out of the way, and then ask you for prayers for the bad news that's weighing heavy on my heart.

For the Good News.... I GOT THE JOB!!!!!!!!!!!! I will start on August 1st at UND, as their Conference Services Specialist, in the Division of Continuing Education. I'll help plan, organize, facilitate various conferences through the University, for the University and the community, and around the state. I welcome this new challenge and adventure with eagerness, and joy. I hope I will be able to utilize my talents, my personality, and my "GUSTO" in this new job, and I have a feeling it's going to be better than I ever dreamed of. True, there's not always a "grass is greener" outcome, but at least I should be out of the weedy patch I had been in recently. Maybe there will be new weeds in my next meadow, but they should at least be a different variety, and can maybe be viewed more as wild flowers, rather than noxious herbs.

Now, sadly, I have the bad news to share. Recently I got word from some friends of ours, that their little girl Sydney has a tumor behind her left eye, and will need to have surgery to remove the tumor, as well as her beautiful little eye. She has Retinoblastoma, and will be treated through the U of M Hospital. I ask you all to keep little Sydney and her family in your prayers as she undergoes the surgery and if further treatment will be needed. From what I've been told, the little sweetheart is already aware of everything that's going on, and actually is happy, since she won't have that pressure and pain behind her eye anymore. You can log onto her Caringbridge website to read more about it, and to share a prayer or words of encouragement if you want. That would be www.caringbridge.org, and then type in sydneydorian to get to her site. Her parents, Cam and Pam, are friends of Ed and I, and Cam was in our wedding. As with many friendships in life, we fell out of touch for a number of years, but have recently reconnected, and been in touch periodically. They were at our house visiting only a month or so ago, and we had the privilege of meeting their kids, Thomas and Sydney (kind of surreal that their names are the same as my niece and nephew). Sydney is such a beautiful, vibrant, wonderful little angel, I just fall apart thinking of that precious little princess has to go through such scary stuff ahead. Please pray for them.

Boy, whether it's my good news or my bad news, one of my catch phrases sure is fitting for this day ~ LIFE'S TOO SHORT TO SWEAT THE SMALL STUFF! Please hug your children, or your spouse, or your parents today!!! You never know if tomorrow is a day that will change your life forever, for the good or the bad, and maybe sometimes for both at once.

Three Cheers for the UNEMPLOYED

Yes, it's true... I did it ~ I finally resigned my position at Innes Construction!!! It's been a LONG, excruciating, stressful (ok, maybe it wasn't all THAT bad) 5 years of dedicated service, and it's all come to a close. I have felt for a very long time that I wasn't in the right line of work, and it was time for a change. So, with gusto (as is the case with most everything I do or consider) I opted for a career change! The job hunting has gone well, for a new opportunity, and as we speak, my name is being considered for a great position at UND (so cross your fingers and say a little prayer for me). I know.... most of you would cringe at the thought of leaving a job without having another one securely buttoned up. And as I tried to explain to my safe, secure, smart, practical husband, I JUST DON'T LIVE LIKE THAT. hahaha. For those of you that know and love me, you're thinking "DUH". ha.

But don't fear, I have a really good feeling about this one at UND, and you know what? If that job doesn't come to pass and end up being the one that's offered to me, something will come along. Of course I'll do the legwork to go out there and FIND that perfect job, but in the mean time, I'm going to take some much needed time for myself, my family, and just enjoy the summer! In fact, right this minute, I'm "lovingly prodding" Ben (ok, I'm harping at him) to hustle up and finish eating his cereal, because we're headed out the door to drive t0 his 11 yr old All Star Tourney (5 LONG hours away). Hopefully it will be a winning weekend of sunshine, cheering, and lots of laughs! TAKE ME OUT TO THE BALL GAME..........

I hope you all are loving summer, and loving your current jobs/careers! Life's too short to be in a miserable work environment, and there is always something out there that is a better fit. I know the grass isn't always greener, there might just be a different variety of weeds in the lawn, but it can't hurt to explore options, and as I always say...

LIVE WITH GUSTO!!!!!!!

Let Freedom Ring...

I love that phrase... "Let Freedom Ring" ~ it can apply to so many things! We are free to be wild and crazy if we want; free to speak our minds; free to sing at the top of our lungs (if there are no teenagers in the car); free to wear what we want (at our own risk of humiliation that is); we're free to just BE! Just BE happy, just BE ourselves, just BE what we want to be in life!

I'm in a state of transition, as it were.... with my job, with my outlook, with my goals in life. So I cherish my "Freedom".... I get to choose WHAT I want to do in life, I get to choose WHEN I want to do certain things in life, and I get to choose WHERE I want to spend my time. I feel so fortunate that I am free to be happy, and seek out new opportunities in which that happiness can spread to others, and be manifested within myself as well. I have some exciting interviews coming up at the end of this week, one next week, and I couldn't be more excited! I have had some great opportunities in life, and then again, some times in life that haven't been so peachy. But in any case, at any time in life, I've been FREE to choose how to react to those situations, and FREE to choose whether to take a negative view of my circumstances, or a positive view. As is the case this time around, while I seek a new career path. I GET to start a new chapter in life, and I GET to be FREE of the old, uncomfortable, mundane job that has frustrated me for so long.

Any kind of change in life is hard, but sometimes it's for the best. I know I have it pretty "cushy" here in my present job, but the opportunity to spread my wings in some new directions is so thrilling, and really makes me feel alive and optimistic! My "freedoms" might change (like my long lunches, or my ability to run errands when ever and where ever I liked), but the potential of so many new and yet-to-be-realized possibilities is something to smile about.

Change is good... just muster up the courage and GO FOR IT!

Embrace FREEDOM... Live with GUSTO!!!!!

THIRD THURSDAY

Third Thursday of the month.... that's S.A.S.S. night. The support group we started, S.A.S.S.(Support for Adult Survivors of Suicide) meets every third Thursday... every month.... that's something you can count on. You can also count on the fact that we'll be there, ready to share our story, ready to hear the stories of others, ready to offer support and hope for healing. You can be sure that others will come, who have unfortunately also lost someone they love to the tragedy of suicide.

But what you CAN'T be sure of.... is how many people will come, and what the night's discussion will stir up within yourself. I always know that on a S.A.S.S. night, I'll relive the horrible days surrounding Byron's death, Christmas 1991. That's a given. I'll remember the color of the lighter. I'll remember the jeans and tank top he was wearing, that were burned beyond recognition. I'll remember that Pump #6 at that Exxon station held his fate. But what I don't know, what isn't a given, is that sometimes I feel the anger, sometimes I feel the guilt, sometimes I feel the confusion... yet other times I feel sorry for my first husband. Sorry that he chose death, over watching his remarkable son grow up. I feel sorry for the weakness and depression that consumed him, to the point of desperation and death. I feel sorry that ANYONE has that level of despair in their life.

So I take this moment to shout to God my thanks and praise, that I know I'm loved, and I know that there's always a promise of tomorrow, the promise of a new day!!! I also shout to you, my family and friends, my gratitude and love.... thank you for loving me, thank you for supporting me, and please be assured of my love and support for you as well. If there's any one thing I'd like to pass along on this beautiful summer night, it's the importance of telling those you love, just that... say those words to everyone that is important to you... I am right now!

I LOVE YOU!!!!!
Have a super Friday, and rejoice in the weekend!

My Son's a STAR!!!

Yes he is! Matthew, (my oldest son... my 6' tall baby) starred in the Thompson Summer Theater production of SOUTH PACIFIC, he's Emile de Beque, the French Planter..... and he pulled it off marvelously! All the kids did a great job, but of course this mom was awed by one actor in particular. I didn't know he could sing like that!!! Well, I guess I did, but still, I was amazed, proud, and so impressed by him. Touched my heart for sure!!!

As for other areas of the day... it's FRIDAY! That's about all I can say. I was hoping my boss would have been in to visit with me this week (as he had promised he'd be in "first thing" Wed. morning... I'm still waiting), but apparently other things have gotten his attention. Just another indication where the morale of his company foundation fits into his concerns. I do have a lot to be positive about though, as this bump in the road has/is giving me new opportunities, and new optimism for a brighter future.

Benjamin is also going to be shining his star this weekend! He has a baseball tournament that runs today through tomorrow. He plays second baseman, and does a great job. His batting is improving, and it'll be fun to watch his games. He lives and breathes baseball, so this weekend, and next weekend, are big highlights for him.

As the week went from very rocky at its beginning, to more calm now, I remind myself how fortunate I really am. Regardless of my happiness or frustration where work is concerned, I have a rock-solid family, who loves me, and I love them, and their talents and joy shine forth endlessly. God is so good!

Live this weekend with zest, and joy! As I always say, life's too short to sweat the small stuff (just pack it up in a box, and move out of the office.... the rest will fall into place with ease and grace). ha!

Heat of the night...

That used to be a TV show, and I think it was also included in some song lyrics... but it was most recently the status of our night last night! Thank goodness for the reconnected A/C today!!!!! We are adding an addition on our house, and the A/C unit was located right where the addition was going, so we had to have it disconnected, and moved. We were procrastinating having it reconnected, mostly just because we didn't need it all that much. But, out of the blue, yesterday's summer temps kicked in, and our indoor temperatures reached 84 degrees.... urgh! But, now, thanks to the technology of a great cooling system, our house is now a more comfortable 70 degrees, and it couldn't have come at a better time ~ today's outdoors high made it to 91 degrees!!! Wow.... gotta love summer.

However, it isn't just the temperatures that are "hot" lately... my mood has been too. I had a miserable day at work last Thursday (which I referred to in Friday's post), and the residue of that office stress rekindled itself this morning... merely driving into my parking lot at work kicked in the nausea and knotted up my insides. How does a person know what their purpose is in life? I wish I had the answer, but one thing I am guessing would be true, is that I wasn't intended to be in my current job for the rest of my life. I don't know what I'll do instead, but I sure would be open to new opportunities. Sometimes I ask myself "what should I do when I grow up?" Well, if swimming paid the bills, I'd be all over that one. Or, if I were already a published author, I could pour myself into that endeavor. What I'd really love to do, would be to go around the country speaking to groups, corporations, churches, schools, etc regarding suicide prevention, and surviving tragic loss. Wow, that doesn't probably sound very inspiring, but actually, I wish I could spread the word like that. But how does a person "do" that? How do you get your name out there, get "in the speaking circuit" as it were? If anyone knows how to launch yourself into the Public Speaking venue, let me know.

In the mean time, I will tough out my current job, listen to some of my own advice and use it as a learning tool to grow from this experience, and take it one day at a time.

Live life to the fullest... go for the risk, we only live once (yes, I'm trying to convince myself here).

Freaky Friday!!!

That's right! I think it MUST be a Freaky Friday, although I haven't switched bodies or lives with my teenager (for those of you clueless to the world of Disney, that's what happens in the Movie "Freaky Friday"). It's freaky, only because it's a mix of emotions for me...... sunny and warm (no more rain) stirs the happiness, goofiness, and upbeat persona within me; but the events of yesterday make me crabby, feisty, and somewhat ornery.

Have you ever said something, (or in this case, written something) and your own words come back to bite you in the butt?! (Thanks to my sister) I had to eat my words yesterday! My words for Wednesday's post were pretty ironic, and came back to haunt me yesterday. I was frustrated and ticked off about something (given that my boss could someday read this, I'll leave his name out of it... hahahah), and was venting to my sister on the phone. But she said "A wise woman once wrote..." (yeah, she's a smart one) but she was totally right! I had stubbed my toe on one of those darn rocks in my path, and was ready to chuck it where I thought it should be aimed, when she reminded me to look on the bright side (geez, don't you just HATE cheerful people, when you're trying to pout?). I went back to this very blog, re-read my words, and realized I had nothing to complain about. I'm choosing to practice what I preach, and will put the crabby, feisty, ornery thoughts aside today (try to flush 'em all together) and I'll instead embrace the sunshine outside (which comes about the time my soggy basement can't handle anymore rain anyway), and walk through today with a smile on my face. Besides, won't "they" wonder what I'm up to, if I'm cheerful and happy all day? (gotta love reverse psychology) ha.

I wish you all the strength to overcome your obstacles, the courage to face the difficulties, and the sense of humor to "make 'em wonder". Enjoy the weekend!!!

Rainy Wednesday ~

Rain, Rain, go away, come again some other day!!!!! We have a skylight in the lobby of my office building, and all I can hear as I type this is the rain pounding on it relentlessly!! It's one of those dreary, cold, dark days. But, despite the appearance of the day, my heart is happy and my thoughts are light!

I came across a quote I wanted to share today: [ Strength... we either make ourselves miserable, or we make ourselves strong. The amount of work is the same.] Wow, that's deep! How true though... I mean, when life throws a wrench into your perfect life, you can either chuck it at someone and moan about it's existence, or you can pick it up, use it to tighten whatever loose screws exist, and add it to your toolbox of life lessons. Each and every one of us has things in life that we either never expected to occur or wish could have had a different outcome. But regardless of the circumstances, there's not always a lot we can do to keep unpleasantness from landing upon us. So instead of walking through life counting the stones that have littered our path, we can gather those stones, put them together, and build a rock garden with what we learn from it all. I could go around all day, every day, ticked off about my first husband's death... but what good will that do me? And besides ~ how would a negative attitude change the reality of my loss? Instead, I have learned some invaluable lessons in strength and perseverance, as well as how to go through my days with optimism and gratitude.

It's not always as easy as it sounds, but with faith, patience, and the love & support of friends, please know that you can overcome whatever wrenches fall into your life, and you can walk along your particular path without tripping over the unwelcome stones that might appear in your way. Keep your chin up, know that you have me in your corner, cheering for you (all of you) and never forget the most important thing of all:

THIS TOO SHALL PASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday Monday

Monday, Monday... isn't that a song? From the 70's? Yes, I was around in the 70's but just barely, haha. Those were the best days of my life... running around barefoot in the summer, riding my bike, no cares to bog me down! Well, those USED to be the best days of my life, but now I'd have to say THESE are the best days! I feel fabulous, alive, energized, fit, and wonderful!

We ran our 5k on Saturday. I would have liked to run it a little faster, but I can't complain about my time, considering it was my first one ever. I look forward to more in the future, and will try to shave my time down with each race I enter. But the day was perfect, I felt fabulous, and the best part of all was that I was running with a friend! If anyone would have told me a few years ago, that I'd be HUNGRY for exercise, or that I'd WANT to run, bike, or swim, I'd have told them they were NUTS! But I DO love it! There's a certain adrenaline rush, a certain endorphin boost that can't be beat! That, in addition to the satisfaction and pride you feel when you set your mind to accomplish something, and see it through to completion, is so rewarding! I wish everyone could realize how energizing, invigorating, and empowering exercise can be! Plus, you usually get to do it (whatever that "it" is for you) with friends~ how cool is that?!

I hope my overflowing peace and joy can ooze over to your day, and you have a wonderful week ahead of you! June is starting out amazing, and I hope you all reap the benefits of being happy! Don't sweat the small stuff, and embrace the good things that touch your day!

June has arrived...

I really can't believe it's June already... where did the springtime go? When I think of spring, I think of mild days, sunshine, birds singing, flowers blooming, you know... all the lovely things the freshness of a new season can bring with it. Let me review our weather here.... rainy, rainy, rainy. Ok, so I'm exaggerating. Yesterday was a fabulous day after all... I enjoyed running along the river on my lunch break, along the Greenway Trail that was so fresh and nice. I had a hard time making myself return to work (indoors, no window, no sunshine... dreary). But wouldn't you know? As I ran, I didn't appreciate the beauty of my surroundings ~ instead, I was trying not to pull a muscle and concentrating on my breathing, wishing a different song would come through my headphones with a beat that would help me finish my run. That's the trouble with getting older and more busy.... the things you treasured when you had time to appreciate them, went unnoticed, but now that you realize what beauty surrounds you, you don't have TIME to appreciate those things, and long for the less complicated, less hurried days of your youth.

I think we all get in a "holding pattern" in life, and often forget to count our blessings. Even that phrase sounds cliche... how many times have I seen dishes in the sink and rolled my eyes over yet-another chore to complete? When in reality, those very dishes are a sign of having been well-fed, and well-provided for. Of course those are the points of view that would exist in the PERFECT WORLD..... we all know there is no such place in this lifetime. But, if I can step back from time to time, and see the many ways in which I'm more fortunate than I realize, I think I'd have a more balanced outlook, and be able to more easily find the silver lining in the clouds of my daily "stuff". Instead of lacing up my running shoes tomorrow (for my first 5k), and worrying about whether or not my left calf muscle is going to tweek or not, or wondering if the clouds are going to dump on us and rain-on-our-parade, I'll try to realize how fortunate I am to be ABLE to run, and how amazing it is to have the health, strength, and desire to set a goal for myself, and see it through to completion. Sure, I'll sweat, stink, and be out of breath, but those are all positive results from a positive experience (well, the "stink" part is questionable) ha.

I hope whatever your weekend holds for you, you take a brief moment to step back, realize that you're truly blessed, and always remember there's someone, somewhere, who would trade places with you in a heartbeat. Take stock of your GOOD FORTUNE, and realize that the little things that might not be as wonderful, are just that ~ little things. Set a goal for yourself, pour your efforts toward it, and reap the rewards!

You're worth nothing less than all the desires of your heart!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Short week...

ahhhh, the only thing better about going INTO a Holiday weekend, is when the week following it is shortened by it. I love that it's already "humpday" tomorrow... making for a shortened work week. Although, that also brings my latest challenge closer to the present.... running my first 5k race!

When I had trouble with my hand surgery last year, and overdid it when I returned to the pool (big surprise that I ever "over-did" anything, hahaha), I started running and biking for exercise. So now the bug's bitten me again. I'm running outside now that there's no longer a -40 below windchill factor, and I try to log at least 3 miles per run, when I do it. I have my handy-dandy ipod blaring the tunes into my ears, more for the fact that it drowns out my huffing and puffing, than because I like the songs. But, since I've been running again, I figured I might as well try my hand at a race... so this Saturday, I'll run my first 5k. Now, that's only 3.1 miles, so I should do ok. But I hope to finish in a decent time, so we'll see how it goes.

As with anything I do, I kind of go overboard, and actually this afternoon I've been surfing the net for upcoming triathlons and 1/2 marathons. Don't get me wrong, I'd have to bike a little before doing a tri, and I am in NO shape to run a 1/2, but one never knows what the future might hold for me, or what fate might tempt me with. I have learned long ago to never say never, about anything.

Run for the health of it, and have a great day!!!

Preview to the Long Weekend

"The Long Weekend"... that phrase can mean so many things. Some people say those words with relief; looking forward to rest, relaxation, maybe reuniting with friends or family, all good things. While at the same time, others may enter a long weekend with worry, panic, trepidation, and a wish to stay in the routine and schedule of a work week (although for the life of me, I can't imagine why) ha. So for those of you that may not be looking forward to a long weekend, I send you my hugs, my thoughts, and my wish for some time of peace and solace during the next few days. For those of you who, like me, are looking forward to unwinding with friends and family, put your feet up, let your hair down (mine already is, ha), and treat yourself right this weekend!

I haven't been back in the pool yet since Nationals (it's only been a few days), but I haven't quit exercising, either. I ran on the treadmill the other day, and let me tell you that the muscles used in swimming are FAR different than those used in running... I'M STIFF!!! I never thought of myself as being out of shape.... thinking differently now. ha. I can hardly walk straight. But then again, it may not be only from the 3.25 miles on the treadmill I did (in 31.49 minutes, mind you)... my soreness could have something to do with the two nights of shoveling dirt and clay I did this week. We're adding an addition onto our house, and the back-filling had to be done this week. OUCH... talk about MORE muscles I'm not used to using. But, it's all for progress and home improvements, right?

The kids are done with school... I can hardly believe it's summer vacation already! And, not to mention that it means I no longer have a 10th grader and 5th grader... nope, now I have a Junior and a 6th grader living in my house. This "growing up" thing is happening WAY too fast for my taste. ha. Why couldn't they just stay preschoolers all their lives? It was much simpler then. But, then again, they're fantastic young men all the same, and I love this stage of their lives as well.

I hope happiness and peace falls upon anyone and everyone that reads this! Take care, don't let life's little bumps in the road slow down your journey too much, while at the same time don't speed through the path with such intensity that you miss all the scenery.

Until next time..... keep smiling!

First day of a blogger...

This is new to me... I've always wanted to be a "blogger", but haven't ever gotten around to it! I guess I didn't know if I'd have anything to say that anyone would want to read. But, I am going to try to get my fingers and mind into the creative writing mode once again, and thus I thought I'd start here.

I flew home yesterday from the most fabulous vacation. Well, it wasn't filled with gold medals, it wasn't tropical, and it wasn't with my family, so I suppose it could have been better. But it was great nonetheless, since it was a dream turned to reality for me. I competed in the US Masters Swimming National Championships in Federal Way, WA, and I didn't do half bad. Like I mentioned, I didn't bring home the gold, but I did swim my hardest, and competed with some of the fastest, best swimmers in the Nation! The level of competition was out of this world, and I can't wait to do it all over again next year!

For now, post-swim-season, I have some 5k races I plan to run in, and I want to also get back into writing my novel. So my days ahead will be filled with whatever I can find to keep busy, along with attending my kids' events (baseball, theater performances, etc) and also the addition we're putting on our home. Boredom is a scarecity in my life, but that's how I like it.

It's called "LIFE", so I say "LIVE IT"!